How's the age old saying go?
"Never make someone a priority that only makes you an option..."
It's your first serious relationship so I get need to hold on, but the entire cheating thing? You may forgive but you'll never forget... Keeping tabs on her and always questioning her won't help the situation either... It's time to move on, as you have and you'll end up in a better place... No relationship will be better than the one you were in... Just, don't go into another relationship punishing them for the actions of the ex... Seen that happen quite frequently...
Just let it go, not worth your time, effort and energy... You're on the internet talking about it with some strangers - chances are it's consuming your life already... Good luck, op...
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